today woke up at 1030am which is very early to me.ytd my dad was saying that there isn't a need to get up so early. in the end he came in at sucha an early hour. =X after that shower and went to my grandma hse. i wore that gio pants and is abit big for me and is like dropping. arggghs. watch vcd at my grandma hse and after that was gamble tym. haaLOL.

gamble thru out the whole day. the whole family were like laughing like mad while playing with cards. haa. i go learn the way my third aunt act during gambling, all of them were laughing like mad and they say the way i speak hokkien sound nice. haaLOL. anyway, today won abit. got nxt week's allowance already. LOL! >.<

imu-listening to : YES I LOVE YOU.

01:30am now. 29th JAN. HAPPY CHINESE NEY YEAR! =)
ytd was in the afternoon shift. before working went to meet up wibb ling. had lunch and chat. laughter could be hear frm the both of us. haa. when bird has her break we went to take neoprint. we were like super HIGH! haaLOL. photos are fine. after that i rushed down to my wrk place. walk super duper fast. once i am near sun tec i ran like mad! ahhhh! lucky i puch my card on tym which is 3pm! ppl still can walk slowly while i ran like mad! haa.

again is entrance. yeah. after work we need to walk thru carpark in order to get out as the auto door is closed. know wad! the six of us were stuck in the carpark for 30 minutes! i was lik OMG! cos i need to catch a movie at 12am! all the stairs we too were not open. in the end we go thru the way out for car. yes. rush like mad to mrt station. once i alight i ran like mad. the worse thing is that THE LIFT IS OFF! i was like wth? i climb up 7 storey high! yes and i did! watched i'm not stupid 2. is a kinda nice show. some part are really touching. a very local show. yupps. had many feelings after watching it. after that went to 401 to chat till 5plus and i reach home at about 530am.

slpt at 6 and woke up at 9 as i have to work today. yupps. all the things were fine. soso~ dad is the best! cos he fetch to work and pick me up after work! =). came home and have my reunion dinner. after that was mahjong tym. haa. yeah. tats all! gonna to enjoy my CNY break! 4 days!
hurray! tym for bed!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! =)

i was in the morning shift today. cool but again i am standing at the entrance again. break tym was filled with laughter and joy. LOL. all the craps and nonsense. yupps. i'm super full after the break which made me feel like sleeping. haa. after work went to bugis with alicia and glenn. went walking. after tat glenn left us as he is going other place while me and alicia continue to walk. we went down to town to walk walk. haa. was havin chat with her. walk a long way. from far east to PS but in between we sit inside mac to makan oso.

yeah. tats my day. tmr i am going town with ling to get shoe [maybe]. haa. afternoon shift. 3 to close. arggghs. 1130pm! sat is morning. 11 to 5pm and i must rush home to have reunion dinner! hope my dad will come and fetch me. haaLOL >.< tym for bed! NITE! =) imu-

blogging tym. it was a fine day. wore the pink top. look kinda weird due to my shoe. haaLOL. a grp of schooling ppl walked pass the shop and dinah was like saying she miss school! me too! i miss school. all the memories! this fri maybe going back wibb my girls. but 2 girls onli as ting and bird working full shift. nothing much. tmr morning shift. yeah. anyway, i bought my cny clothes already. haa.

i MISS my GFS!
YING.LING.BIRD.YUAN.TING!

suddenly i feel quite emotional. i went to tell gina i miss the squad and i miss np. cos i think she is the one i shld turn to. i miss the tym we had. 4 yr are neither long nor short but how many 4 yrs does one person have. i miss those memories. memories are film that play without sound. sometime i will jst see the photos and images will start running in. memories are mend to be keep! =)

secondly. i miss my gfs. was chatting with yuan and we were toking about our laughter. the day we laugh together. it had been such a long tym since the gfs have our gathering. =( saying about laughter. we say that bird's laughter sound like animal lik wan to choke lik tat and she will move left right, ling's is silent and ting's is like monkey and she will move forward and backward. tat's all. =X

tmr in the afternoon shift. hope everything will be fine for me! tmr will be a brand new day with shine! =)

i am sick again. had fever since fri nite but now okie le. did not work for the weekend. yeah. got to know that aduris quit topman. she didnt wait or me sia. sad to hear her quit. cos kinda fun to work wib her. still rmb fri nite, me,her and siti were running lik mad and finding the way out. LOL. i will miss her man. anyway, after one more month wun be working already as they are gonna to cut down ppl soon. =( *sad*

anyway, i wan ice milo! haa. but seriously i hope is a DRAW! =D. tym for bed! nite! =)

i rmb i wan to blog sth! haa. eugene is sweet! during th chalet, the air con was cold. so he went up to the room to get blanket for the ladies. he is sweet! :) rmb that nite we were seeing how derrick slp. haa. super funny and oso cute. >.< den my neck is kinda pain. as i lie on the sofa using my neck instead of head as i did not expect myself to fell aslp. haaLOL. nothing much. today working was fine. yupps. hope tmr will be fine! morning shift,so gonna to bed soon. tmr nite who is FREE? msg me den we shall go shopping! haaLOL.

is it a FACT or a FICTION? who can tell ME.

the 141th post. really had a long day since ytd i woke up. was in the afternoon shift and things are fine. had my break wibb yuan and the both of us were laughing like mad. LOL. work was fine. yeah. after work went down to pasir ris as i am going to my dearie sJia's bbq. yeah. took train down to pasir ris and is kinda fast. yupps. meet up with them and took cab down. yupps.

sJia' bbq was fine. hope she will like the present i gave. super happy about my bbq skill. LOL. the wings i bbq rocks. btw,laughter could be hear. really laughing like mad. didn't have a good laugh for such a long tym. LOL. went home in the morning at about 7 plus and reach home at about 8am. slept for 3 hrs and i woke up and went to work again. super woman. LOL >.<

TODAY. working was fine. i had my break alone. after quite a long tym. hisham was like holding on to my wallet. cos i left it in the staff room and i didnt knoe about it. =X. though kana say by him,still must thanx him. glenn was saying he dreamt about me pass with flying colours for my Os. i was like. OMG. dream wun become reality! =X that's all.tmr working from 3 to close. closing at 11pm which is bery late. yupps.

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waiting or give up...??..

blogging tym. today working is fine as all the ppl are good. haa. somemore tat person is off today. hee. after work went to meet up wibb t/ng as we are going to bugis. i was late. haaLOL. hoho. see see look look but in the end i got nth. LOL. yeah. but im going to buy the gio's white pant. i love it! haa. :) getting some new yr clothes soon~ hope tmr will be a brand new day with shine.

i'm waiting...

it was a fine day today as i do not need to work. yupps. went out to have lunch with my mum and aunties. got myself a red man-united water bottle. =) hope tmr will be a fine day for me. everyday whenever i wake up i will jst tell myself "it will be a fine day today. happy working!" a way to motivate myself but somehow someone always spoil my day. grrrr. morning shift tmr. hurray! gonna to get some stuff too. what shld i get? confused. btw, arsenal thrased middlesbrough[donno how to spell. wadever it is] 7-0! super cool. =) henry scold 3 goals! so cool..

waiting...

i'm not in a good mood today. i donno why. was in the afternoon shift. again, today my station is entrance. have been doing that for 3 days. yeah. stood there and say "hi welcome" and "bye see you" for thousand of tym. had my break at 530pm which was good. ya.

stood at the entrance again and glenn sat at the entrance while waiting for his gf to come. he was like some sort of cheering me up as my face is super black. he say i look lik a robot as i doesn't so eye contact wibb ppl when i shout as i'm not in a good mood today. but his lame joke and his craps make me laugh. must thanx him for cheering me up and being the messenger. =) he is always the messenger and he says got two timing. one is 2 day while the other is 1 week. will it be a no timing which mean no day? jasmine also make my day shine. she keep making me. haa. she rocks!

btw, ytd i saw my primary skool frdd. jonathan yuan. handsome. haa. rmb when i was in lower primary, we have one dance item and my partner is him. i donno whyy i still rmb it clearly. >.<. he is tall and quite handsome. haaLOL.

i donno whyy GUESS close shop at such an early hour! shengyuan came and ask me to have dinner wibb him at ard 830pm. i was like "huh? guess close so early?" arggghs. whyy cant my shop close early too! i hate working! for the sake of money. i must work hard. i am not going to spend my hard earn money on nonsense stuff! cos i nid to surive on my own when i get my second pay. which is soon. 23th of JAN and there wun be any pay for feb! WTH! forget it. tmr i'm OFF! start of the week man. which means i have to work from tue to sun! arggghs. sumore fri,sat and sun will close at 11 which is super duper LATE! lucky sat i'm in the MORNING shift! yeah. tats all.

i'm still waiting for something...='(

time to blog.

9th JAN-didnt went to work. cos on MC again. like dying like tat. haa. after seeing the doctor, went to highlight my hair while my mum perm,highlight and dye. style huh. LOL. i pay for her cos i got my first pay and oso new yr present for her. =) evening tym went to meet up them to have dinner. ya. after tat went down to east coast for deli's bbq. was fine. ya. playing cards and took foto. will upload soon. haa. the one i took wibb qiming is weird. haa. deli still owe me 9 fotos. LOL. tat nite i reached home at 4 plus in the morning. yeah.

10th JAN-HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF,DELI AND YONGLIN.
this yr no more yonglin and deli to share cake or snatch cake wibb me ='(. yuan and ting came to my hse. their surprise was...they bought a small cake and out one fire cracker on top of it and they shouted at my door. LOL. somemore they place it on the floor! haa. buddden thanx! the CD-ROM. SUPER TOUCHING!!! t/ng u saw this? realli thanx her! =)) my tears were rolling down. realli memories. habb our ladies talk. laughing like mad. i miss those laughter! haaLOL. den they went home while me and my brother went down to bugis to meet my uncle.

went to swesen to have my dinner. baked rice and ice cream! >.< my brother got me a wallet. haa. nice one. he oso got himself one too. =) after tat came home. open all the bday present that i recieved after 12am. haa. got a handbag and a touching CD-ROM! TWO wallets! haa. mickey mouse cup!!!!! I LOVE THAT CUP! haa. seriously, i love this year present the most. my girls know me well. they got the thing i want! jocelyn oso. got me the cute cup! =)) THANX!!! 11th JAN- TODAY! in the afternoon shift. super no mood to work. i oso donno whyy. after break i bought a cake back to shop for them. ya. a chocolate cake. is nice! haa. aduris was the first one to wish me. nxt was glenn. glenn wished me TWICE and sing me bday song THRICE. twice english and once canto. his vocal is nice. he didnt sing happy bday to HUIYING. he sang happy bday to "hi welcome. bye seeyou. happy bday to you. " mad glenn. haaLOL. but must thanx him. onli person who sang this to me! btw, pine deli's cake rocks. LOL. the best part of today was. after i punch my card, glenn make me tell wee how about the cake cos he say tat wee how treat me bery good. ya. so i went over to tell him and i got that stupid replx. " i don wan to eat cos i don wan to be like you." i was like -_-". haa. lucky got glenn. he ask me to tell wee how. " even if you don eat the cake you still look like me" the part where i finally smile. haa.

today i saw neal! haa. it had been a long tym since i saw him. so high can! LOL. we chat awhile and he was saying. tat tym i say wan to call him but neber call. he misses me. haaLOL. jkjk. glenn help me wibb some stuff and in order to "repay" he make me shout "hi welcome" he say not like the past as it was as loud as the past. haaLOL. my standard drop and he misses that voice.. LOL. finalli is fang gong tym. both of them kept saying me. glenn asked me " huiying, ni cong na yi ge market chu lai de." due to my cute slipper. my slipper is style even wee how agree wib it. LOL. wee how ask about my hair. saying whyy must i dye and all those nonsense and he say its nice. haa. he's telling a lie. LOL. after tat walk throught citylink in order to get to mrt station as it was raining cats and dogs. was chatting wibb wee how and glenn. soccer! haa. so long neber watch already. both of them were saying about all the nonsense name and glenn is bad! he put his lolly pop stick at some unknown's bag. den i was luffing lik mad. LOL. bery bad lo. after tat came home. tats all. tmr on morning shift. MAC breakfast again. >.<

broken dream.dream will never become reality.i'm fading away...

FREAK TUP I DON'T NEED ANYTHING JUST LEAVEMEALONE. I'M FEELING DISAPPOINTED. LEAVE ME ALONE. I DON NEED ANYTHING. I DON NEED THAT SHIT DAY. I DON NEED ANYTHING! I JUST DON NEED ANYTHING!

FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got to knoe a new news. haa. mrs tan and gera is together. congrats! now shld be mr&mrs neo! LOL. today is a brand new day. woke up at 2. haa. finalli i can slp till so late. on MC, so i don nid to work. yeah! can slack. hee. had steamboat for my dinner. SO NICE! my mum knows i'm sick of the outside food so she prepare steamboat for the whole family. it had been such a long tym since we had dinner together! =)) anyway, it will be "steamboat" season soon as CNY is coming. yeah. anyway, i got pay! haa. ya. tats all. tmr in the afternoon shift again. gonna to bath, eat medicine and is slacking tym. BYE~

today was in the morning shift. tym flies especially in the morning shift. again, all due to glenn's disgusting action my day became high. he was making funny action and his fingers! yupp. went to marina square foodcourt to have lunch break. the view over there was nice! can see sea and tat big big durian. LOL. nth much. went to see doc today as my nose is still like spoilt tap. water flowing down like mad. took MC. tmr i'm on MC. anyway, don tink i'm getting any pay. ya. haix. tats all.

i'll miss my working place tmr. LOL. all the jokes over there. going to bed as the medicine make me drown. btw, on th 10th is the malay hari raya haji. den 3 malay frdd plus me OFF. i scare shop not enuff ppl den dey wan me to go back work. ya. tats all for today.

HUIYING IS SICK. HEN XIN KU! i'm not feeling right.

blog about ytd first.

4th JAN.2005-i'm OFF. it rained heavily in the noon. initially it stopped at about 3 plus. donno. i had already forgotten about the tym. went to meet t/ng and we went sun tec to walk walk. nothing much. enjoy the most was the chat and laughter. haa. my flu makes my day down as tears are rolling down and nose is like running tape. LOL. after that meet up wib mrs tan and eugene at mrt station. the two guys went to take uniform while me,t/ng and ben went to check our eye sight. yeah. at the shop was fun. eugene is vyer funny. LOL. after tat was home swt home.

TODAY. in the afternoon shift. was sneezing and tears were rolling down. super xin ku and they put me this sick cat at entrance. haix. again is a day full of "hi,welcome!" and "bye.seeyou!" den glenn did toopid action which made me luff at the entrance. when soon lee step in, he was like "ehhh. you mad ah. stand there and luff alone" haaLOL. hai hao la. cos the action glenn did remind me of sth. ytd nite eugene was sayin tat a girl was standing in front of him and adjusting her bra. haaLOL. yeah. tats whyy i luff. =xXx.

anyway, some were kind enuff to ask you okie anot. glenn was the most funny one. when he was gettin out of the shop he was like "ni zhe mo. na li bu shu fu" i was like "huh. my nose lo" he replx " later i gibb you a kiss on your nose den jiu okie liaos" haaLOL. yeah. best of the day and oso break. keke. tats all!

tmr morning shift. yupps. morning to 7. anyway, i'm not looking forward to my pay day anymore! cos i'm getting 2 days pay onli! i was lik "huh. pay start frm 26th to 7th ah" lao lo. i start working on the 24th. nbm den. my bday. lonely. nobody is free. no more yonglin to share cake wibb me. no more squadmate singing bday song to me. i miss those days!

i'm getting you out of my life as i think my absence doesn't make a difference to you. you don even gibb a damn to me. tats all! is tym to let it go! GOODBYE!

today was on afternoon shift. a super boring day! don really hab customer. ya. rot over there. best part was going home. haaLOL. nothing else. i only knoe i got flu. sneezing thru out the day. now oso! i'm sick! tmr i'm OFF! whaha. going out. go get some ideal for to get for sJia. muz be good and memorable one. haa. any ideal? yeah.4 more days to pay day. but i don tink i will habb alot bah. yupps. muz save up all the money. LOL. cant buy my adidas jacket ,tat white adidas bag and watch....haix..don tink im getting the watch as i got a white watch already. ya. the bag and jacket. nbm. save money!!!! i'm poor!!! my bday is coming. haix. don really look forward to it. it seems tat everyone are busy wibb their stuff. must sing jay and landy sing de zhu wo sheng ri kuai le. is a ncie song but sad. wun expect wonderful present. ya. tats all. im going to bed. cos im sick. anyway, i do miss my gfs. i miss those days...


HUIYING-even if the heart is broken, it will continue to beat
broken dream.dream will never become reality.your absence makes a difference.i'm not okay.LEAVEMEALONE...='(

here to blog! first post for 2006! HAPPY NEW YEAR. haa. gonna to blog about my 2005. some memories.

JAN2005- the month when i came on earth. didnt get the chance to celebrate much bah. i tink this yr was steamboat and cheese cake? if i didnt rmb wrongly. haaLOL. i didnt rmb ath much. rmb sneaking out to ton at puggol park and all the jokes were crack over there.LOL.

FEB2005-HAPPY HOUR for every sat nite. haa. will get to see us hanging ard 401 to habb out supper and usual laughter and fun at playground. LOL. 19th. i wun forget. is the day where i cried lik mad. muz thanx fulin. he pad me on my head and ask me stop crying. yonglin say is better to knoe its a fiction den a fact. all the memories are coming back!

MARCH2005-sec one leisure camp. nothing much to say about it. yupps. study study study. haa. cos O level year mah. den rmb one tym while prepareing firewood. i cant stand. den ya. vincent pad my head. haa. yupps. so nice of him to console me. >.<

ARPIL 2005-nothing much bah. tat marina guy? hoho. tat was the past!

MAY2005-hmmm. l/ng and bird's day. haa. i onli knoe our plan wasn't a success. LOL. due to me ah? haaLOL.

JUNE2005-NCO CAMP 2005! haa. it rocks my life. the camp is bery good. in my point of view. haa. break camp, i cried lik mad. keechin pad me. haa. he is the third person. LOL. ya. initial D and hiking. haa. the H2O from my dearest ah ong. LOL. so sweet of him! >.<

JULY2005-on the 3th i got myself a MP3. yupp. forget le. nothing much! haa.

AUG2005- NDP 2005. GTO i/c. yupp. trained my gto. bery happy wibb their drills. is good. haaLOL. 31st. gf's SG day. haa. super funnie and the honest day? LOL. after tat was movie the maid. kinda scary but it was fun. LOL

SEP 2005-PRELIMS. SENTOSA! quarrel. tats all!

OCT2005-preparing for Os. went for two chalet to relax. cow's and pear's chalet. cow's chalet was fun. all the cream on him and me! LOL. playing catching lik kids. i wun forget. den joey's chalet. the 4 "hunks" left me to play pool. haa. ton overnite there. fixing puzzle and having fun at downstair wibb cow. drink milk! haaLOL. coolest nite. the puzzle was nice. i miss tat nite! =))

NOV2005-Os is HERE! LOL. stuay study study...was a stressful month. i donno whyy. i cried over a fone call and msg. yupp. thanx for all the ppl who habb help me wibb studies. cow, ling,t/ng and yuan. cow taught me math. a big thanx to him. though he everytym oso make me, he is very patience wibb me and he teach until i knoe wei zi. thanx=) 29th! prom nite. everbody look pretty. OMG! lots of foto!!! LOL >.< i love prom!

DEC2005-slacking. 15th! POP. was fun. lots of fotos were taken oso. END of my NPCC life="( cant find jobs. finalli i got a job on xmas eve! 24th. working at sun tec's topshop. ppl over there are fun! xmas, didnt habb much celebration. countdown to new year. FIREWORK! I LOVE TAT. happy yet sad yupps.

YTD. 1st Jan. NEW YEAR. before break i was happy. cos i saw my primary skool teacher. mrs wang! she still rmb me! haaLOL. so happy about tat! =)) saw zhihan wibb his gf. i stood at the entrance he was lik lookin at me and i shouted zhihan. haa. chat for awhile and he went off. tat makes me day bright. after break, not feeling well. ask maristela and hisham to tell me off earli. went back at 830pm. went to topman to punch card. wee how was lik " wahz. whyy her face so sians" yeah. said bye to them and came home to slp.

TODAY. work again. morning shift. wee how was the first one to ask me whether i am okie anot. so nice of him=). i was lik huh. how u knoe one. he said i told him. blurr me. maristela,ninah and two fara asked me wether i am okie anot too. they are so nice! =)) today stood at the entrace again, when wee how went to the toilet he was like how come you again. no other ppl. YEAH! no other ppl. there were onli 3 ppl in the morning shift! went to break wibb shengyuan we chat and hab our lunch together. tat was cool cos i tot we wun habb topic to tok >.<. 8pm finally can go home! punch out. maristela was reminding me to punch. cos she scare i forget to punch. haaLOL. glenn make me to say my zhao pai setence "bye seeyou!"b4 i go home. haaLOL. tats all!

tmr my shift is afternoon. TYM FOR BED! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

5 more days to PAY day!
8 more days to HUIYING's bday! >.<